July 31, 2012

Praying for a Positive Result

This week I will be going in for a couple of procedures to hopefully get some answers on why we keep losing our babies. The good news is that if the doctor's find what we are going in to look for it is easily fixed and treated, and after a lot of bad news and unanswered questions, we are really hoping for some good news.

So I am asking for prayers....

....for my nerves because even after all the doctoring I have done in the last three years, I still have a lot of fear about being in a hospital setting.

....and for a positive result- we are hoping the doctor's find something wrong! What a strange relief it would be to hear that we have finally found something that is wrong and to know that it can be fixed and likely increase our chances of having a baby.

GOD is preparing my heart for the chance that we may not get any answers and I am so grateful to know that HE knows the results and HE knows the outcome- not just of these procedures- but of all the rest of my days.

Thank you for your prayers and for continuing to journey with us through what has been the most grievous, heart-breaking, long-suffering, and yet sweetest road we have walked.